I finally had a light bulb moment with an issue I thought I dealt with along time ago. I guess I did as far as it was concerned with my mother. Just realized that there are alot of people in my life that I'm getting the same feeling from. My mother never let a day go by that I wasn't told that I wasn't wanted, I always felt like the "extra baggage" she had to take. This last couple yrs I have had bosses that I felt that way around and lately feel that with both of my kids. It explains the anger and frustration to a point. Now just have to let it go and change how I react, I guess. I'm allowing this somehow, but anyway it was quite an insight in how I've allowed people to continue to treat me in such a way. Mystic |