hi nana....

 

never really knew great uncle george..... so not sure what to say there.....

caring...well that is me and grandma and granny......do have a cousin karen also

 

everytime i try to meditate lately jared comes and talks to me.....lol.....he is quite the little character.....

 

i had thought the last 6 months was enough adjustment time.... is so frustrating b/c jared is a special little fellow and deserves to be around loving people....if my family wasn't so adament that my sister get a child then maybe then they could celebrate the little package of joy jared is.....baby's are gifts and it is sad they can't see it.....maybe the distance will make them realize that they have to come around and treat me and my family with respect.......

 

since before jared was born i had been getting that he would live with daddy b/c mom won't cope...and unfortunately she isn't coping well at all.....she is having health issues herself...not eating.....not taking care of herself.....complaining of not getting a break but not willing to let daddy take jared for her to get that break...has something to do with her parents thinking we are going to steal jared...they think i am doing renovations so we can "steal" jared......OMG....(i bought an older house in 2007 and have started to fix it up a bit...new windows and did the spare room upstairs as jared's room)

 

the ministry got involved b/c of a threat on jared's life made by the other grandma!!!

 

is so sad..... however, the ministry is helping to get mom on her own and get jared out of the harmful environment!!..... is sad b/c mom is so dependant on everyone.... can't do things for herself...she is like a lost puppy..... i have tried to be supportive and understanding...i bite my tongue and show compassion....

 

so will keep you posted.....

thank you so much nana....you are a blessing....i am sure i am a pain in the arse!!

 

jackie