Hi shiela!
Yes looking at ourselves in some of the ways I suggested is hard, but so well worth the work and necessary consistancy.
Yes you could say you could try some of my suggestions, lol. Which ones were you thinking of trying?
I understand what you are going through in missing your mom, you know all you have to do is ask her to join you in your dreams and she will.
Could you explain what you mean here; "but u know resign and in this condition could be very difficult.."
The uncertain near future is pulling everyone down, and we could let it too. Or we could do what we know we need to that would bring us soaring back up, for example the suggestions I made.
We are only insecure about others because we are insecure about ourselves. We wonder how others can seem so confident with what is going on in the world today, and some cases people are very secure and confident, but in most cases it is not true, they only show a mask.
I suggest you focus on yourself right now and become secure without him and that can draw him to you if you feel he is worth that effort.
I can see it is easy right now for you to fall into depression...I suggest you try something new, a new book or a new job.
Whatever it is, it should be FOR you rather than for him. And trust me, you are worth it. The sooner you see that, the faster you will feel better.
You are never alone, but it is at times when we feel the most alone, that we tend to close our ears and eyes to our angels and so we cannot hear them encouraging us from the sidelines. And sometimes encouragements don't feel encouraging because we don't want to look at what we need most to see.
I send you the color of healing and love.
Blessings, Spirit Wolffe