Sister Angelspeak,

I don't usually do readings for people that I haven't known very long but yours caught my attention, so here goes...it is up to you to accept it for what it is worth to you....

 

First of all, I beleive in mediation as the best source of understanding our ownselves. As always, the quietness of the seeking heart will allow you to reach deeper levels of understanding. The KNOWING SYSTEM that will evolve will be your own and will be founded in your own truths. A new understanding, so to speak.

 

First of all there needs to be self-sacrifice...is doubt and fear trailing along behind you and need to be sacrificed in order for your dreams to survive? Or has there been a proneness to overindulgence or recklessness that has attached itself to your ability to see what your dreams really are? Remember, self-sacrifice does not mean denying yourself, but the Self being willing to sacrifice the limitations, so you can take action in achieiving your dreams. You have many that care and walk beside you. You can be and are a selfmade person. The spiritual life is inferred-Light in darkness, divine influence on human energy , inspiration...so in my belief, follow what speaks to you in your meditational time. Let go of the doubts and do what feels right in your soul.

Blessings,

T'Challa

Thank you TChalla in giving me this prescious insight. It is very deep and moving and there is a lot to think about. It is so good when someone can give you some tools to work with as you have. I know I should meditate but am afraid of the answer I already know. It is just why am I afraid. Of making a mistake and then as you say maybe I don't feel deserving of this place as it is very grand. Anyway will let you know the outcome.

Thank you once again. What a beautiful gift.

Love angelspeak

Hi C'halla

Just updating you what happened. We both decided to follow our feelings and let the house go although we could not see the reason for it, but could feel it was't the right one. I  think the reason will reveal  itself further down the track. It is easy to follow your heart and intuition when you know why, but harder to follow it when you don't know why you feel this way so a big lesson here to follow your instincts and listen to yourself and trust and have faith.

Wishing you a glorious day and than you once again for your help.

Love angelspeak

Angelspeak,

You are quite welcome, sweetie...I did feel that the house was not to be yours but that choice had to be made by you. We can only give direction on how to use your own gift of power in any choice. When we let others decide for us, we are giving our power away...always look into your own heart for the answers..I can only provide you with the tools to look...for some reason, you still feel sort of unworthy of grand things, but sweetie, we are all deserving of what life can offer us..it is how we use these gifts given to us that count.

Blessings,

T'Challa

I hope the foundation is okay as we bought the house and it is made out of rammed earth. There are a few cracks in the steps leading up to it but maybe you are picking up the foundation of the people who lived there before. I will watch out for this.

Love angelspeak