Hello earthdancer, yes you are so accurate in your reading and I thank you for taking the time to guide me with your insight, I feel so alone here surrounded by selfish people that don't appreciate me. I am going to move to out of this city toward the beach the area is surrounded by countryside with beautiful trees and near the ocean. I need to be closer to nature and away from such materialistic people. I feel like my soul has been fading here too much depression I feel the move will bring a new uplifting to my spirit you are so right it will be totally different weather because it will be near the water and warmer. Ive always loved the country that is where I grew up running through the buttercups and soft green grass those were my happiest memories laying on the grass and gazing up at the stars I was at peace and that is what I feel I will find again. Ive been emphatic since a child being around busy places are overwhelming for me too many others emotions latch on to me and I have enough burdens right now with a exhusband who abused me for years and know is keeping my 2 oldest  children from me by buying them gifts and lying to them saying I am crazy he didn't lay a finger on me. He promotes them to talk back to me and treat me like dirt. I have been a wonderful mother to them this is breaking my heart. My current husband tries his best to get this resolved but it is impossible. My ex is so demented and controlling he is still abusing me till this day a total now of 20 years. I pray everyday that he will no longer be able to influence my kids. I try to concentrate on my 5 year old my son through my current marriage he is a angel so full of love and he is emphatic like me but he is even more gifted. I know his happiness is my main priority right now and I try my best to focus only on him  but I am broken hearted how my other 2 can toss me to the side they don't return my emails or phone calls and didn't even come to their little brothers birthday.My current husband is now excited about the move at first he did want to stay here because of his work but he saw how I wasn't wanting to leave the house anymore I felt such negative energy outside.  I feel positive about this move and Im glad you do too, it will be a new beginning for us and I will be in a better element surrounded by nature and it will give me more time to spend with my youngest son thank you for all your prayers and guidance. If you should pick up on anything else please feel free to pass it on you are such a warm, loving and gifted soul I truly appreciate the time you have taken to read for me, thank you so much Blessings Sterling