Dear ??,
Thank you very much for allowing us to read your message.
One of the things that really helps me the thought of how nice it would be to have
Just one little puff sometimes and thankfully only for a nano-second (most of the time anyway) now is that I really and honestly don't know if I would have another quit in me. Your message shows all of us once again in a very powerful way what that one puff can lead to.
You said you need help and I admire you for that.
There are many people who also need(ed) help (3773 to be exact and the last time I checked) and who joined
the best classroom anybody could think of in order to learn everything there is to know about our
addiction. If you decided to enrol there as well, you would also find the most caring and wonderful group of Quitters to help you over any bumps you might encounter this time around on road to a really comfortable, nicotine free life.
I don't know whether you have done a lot of reading already but I would strongly recommend that you start educating yourself about
nicotine addiction if you haven't already.
Your message made me think of the following ... for a start ...
There is nothing to be scared of at all.
You can do it, you must have learnt such an invaluable lesson from your last relapse that you will now be able to make the full
Journey home.
Wishing you simply the best.
Gitte
384 days and a bit