I realize Mars Uranus is pretty volatile, but I was thinking the rx mars would more or less draw the energy into it--of course jupiter will be opposite it, so who really knows...the sun and pluto stuff is what I think is explosive about the combination...I'm trying to not be fearful in my expectations, but just today I realized how I've tended to do the lower manifestion of my own chart...its just easier to do that...last time mars conj. uranus, it squared my jup/neppy and I got a really bad rash on my face...can't get more mars than that eh? Extra incentive for me to be conscious of it, rather than unconscious...LOL--guess we'll see whats going on in the time frame of the next 6 weeks or so...I think saturn is toning it down, but the closer we get to the end of the month the farther away that saturn aspect is... I just read something about the sun having 155 sunspots on it, exceeding what the scientists said was the maximum 2 years ago...the article related it to all the extreme weather the world is having...in my mind though, all I can think of is...it's Mars Libertybear <IT condition Mars natal one?s with do to something have could> Hmm, that's difficult for me to analyse for myself... yours seems to be a bit clearer, but I s'pose since I'm dealing with a 12th house thing, it is a bit foggy. Mars is also my chart ruler, but it's in detriment, sitting conj Pluto, which is conj my dc. But oddly enough I'm getting positive results from what could look like the activation of something negative within me. Ya know, last week I actually *drumroll* joined a gym. First time ever that I've actually committed to exercise. And all because I finally figured that my Mars is underactive or blocked and causing health problems. I just find it really strange that it should be moving through my 12th now, but that I am so aware of it all. But I contradict myself, lol! It IS foggy, in that I'm not sure of the why's and wherefores of the process, but at the same time I know that I'm getting in touch with my Mars and that *something* good is happening. Maybe cos natally it's in the 6th (conscious) and by transit in the 12th (unconscious), a bit of a see-saw in awareness. Should be interesting when it gets to the end of Pisces and I have a Mars opposition. Definite mix of anticipation and trepidation here, lol. I wonder why your Mars stuff is coming out through other people... or rather, how exactly that works. Is it projection, or an internal process of aggravation where you're just more sensitive than usual (to aggression, etc) in the 3rd house area? Just a general pondering of what makes some transits happen internally, and some as actual events. (Maybe it's both simultaneously?) I mean, I presume when it hits your 5th, it will be *you* who is - hopefully! - more creative, and not just the people (or their kids, haha) around you.... ya know? Libertybear777 |
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