Happy Easter Jacob I wish so much that you were here with me.  I miss you so much.  I can't stop feeling angry.  I feel so depressed I don't want to do anything or see anyone I just want to be on my own.  I'm trying to carry on but right now I don't want to.  Everything reminds me of you not that I need reminding your constantly in my thoughts.  I wish I could accept that I will see you again when it's my angel day.  I seem to be living each day waiting for that day.  I love you always will.  I hope your happy munchkin I really do.  Till I'm with you again I'll think of you every day and wonder where you are.

Love kisses and cuddles from your mummy.  I love you!