Each of us go on eventually with what we each consider some type of normalcy.....however you never know what might trigger your memory and set you back....today I don't think so much about the night we found our James was so near death....and then suddenly something happens....for me it was seeing LIFE STAR landing in the high school parking lot yesterday morning....I know in my heart that LIFE STAR has saved so many lives....however in my mind when I see or hear it starting to land....I go back to remembering the night we found James and him being airlifted to Amarillo fighting to save his life...I always just break down and cry....I knew in my heart that night that my son would never come home alive....I am trying to say that although one may think that they are so much better in their grief....usually we are....and then something will happen to take us back....Sherry |