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| | From:  Andyhunt74 (Original Message) | Sent: 1/19/2008 7:58 PM |
Jacob it's coming up to two months since you left me and I still can't understand why. I'm going through a bad time right now I can't stop crying for you. I miss so much about you even when you cried. I have a recording of you laughing and I've listened to it once I can't listen to it anymore. I look at all your pictures and they hurt. I found your pyjama's that you had on when you passed they were cut up the middle by the hospital. I think this is what has caused me to be in so much pain again. I miss your smile, your cuddles the way when I asked you if you loved me you would shake your head no but be laughing as you did it and I would say 'No! and tickle you and tell you I know you love me'. I miss taking you to school. Little ben misses you and your still his best friend as he keeps telling everyone, ' your not my best friend Jacob is'. Its your birthday on Vaentines day and I'm buying you a winnie the pooh water feature to put next to your tree in the garden I hope you like it. I'm also sending you 4 bright red heart balloons so keep a look out for them.
I keep reliving the morning you died and it really hurts that I could'nt save you. I would give anything to have saved you. I know I promised when you hear I would never let anything hurt you and I'm sorry I never kept that promise. I love you baby I always will you are my heart and soul and I live for the day I get to hold you in my arms again.
Love always and forever my little munchkin.
Godbless
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