Thank you for sharing your story with us.  I truly do understand what you are going through. It brought back a lot of memories.   I also found my son dead.  It really leaves a person with a lot of emotional termiol to find one we love, and to not be able to do anything to help them.  There are a lot of unanswered questions.  All the 'whys' and the 'what if's' can eat us up if we allow them to do so. 

I am a trained health care professional..and I could do nothing to help my own son.

Take care my friend

Love and hugs...Rean

I wish there was someting wise or magical I could say . The only thing I know is it

sucks. Please know we are all here for you .If you need anything let us know. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers. ((Hugs)) Shawnda

Grandmat,

I'm sorry the last message come out wrong. It has been !0 months since I lossed my nephew Austen.There are still times when the pain is very raw and all seems unfair .

The friends me and my family have made here have been a God send . I hope we can in some small way help ease your journey . Again I am very sorry for rawness

of the last message ((Hugs)) Shawnda