Thank you so much for your kind words. I went to the cemetery today I saw my baby's headstone put in .. It was so painful  all of this just doesn't make sense. Kristina was so smart so beautiful so kind and sweet.. Her little sister misses her so much. We all miss her so much , it feels like I'm in this rut and will be for the rest of my life.. It hurts lots...How do parents go on day to day?