My dear friend, Chelle...As I read your story--again---it still saddens me. And, I do understand about it being so hard to tell Jamie about the loss. After my Bobby died, one of the hardest things my husband and I had to do was to call his 2 sisters and his brother and tell them that their beloved big brother was gone. And, it was also hard to tell my sisters who thought the world of him.....
Thank you for sharing with us.
Love and hugs...Rean