bless your heart!!! My heart goes out to you and the fact that it is still so recent for you. The whole suicide issue brings up many other emotions that are unique for parents that have lost children that way, I am sure. We lost 2 of our sons in a car wreck. We were hit by a semi driver who fell asleep. Just know that there are many kind and caring people here on this site. Each who have experienced a deep loss. No story quite the same, but a love and compassion that goes out equally to each member here. God bless you and your family. You are in my prayers. Love Kelli