Hello

 

Please I know it sounds selfish but I really need prayers right now.  My faith these last couple of months has been severely tested.  I'm torn I pray every night that Jacob is happy and free from his suffering wherever he may be.  I'm finding it really hard to believe we do live on somewhere else I talk to god and to Jacob every night I just hope they hear me but without confirmation it's really hard to believe.  I miss him and I just wish I could believe fully with no doubts whats so ever.  I'm in a place where I don;t see the point in getting dressed, I get angry over such silly things

So if you could spare a sec or two to pray for me and for Jacob and for Joshua so he'll understand why mummy's stressed at the moment I would really appreciate it.

Thank you