Justin...It is good to hear from you again...I am glad that you found this post, so that maybe you could release some of your anger....Yes, I do remember you and your precious Liam.  That was such a tragedy...and, I can certainly understand why you would be so angry....I do know that anger can eat us up and keep us from enjoying life and what we have left.  As hard as it will be for you to do,  you have to find a way to get rid of some of that anger, or perhaps channel it in a good way...I wish that there was something that I could say that would help you..but, I doubt there is anything that anyone could do or say that would help.  I just hope that you do come back to your group, and at least have it as a place to vent some of your anger....we are good listeners.

I wish you  peace and gentle healing.

Rean