Borrowed in part from another site....

Dissolving in grief...good terminology....how accurate....the tears are endless...what a limitless supply.....You can't believe you have that many tears......... being continually....... soggy....thinking she would mold....if nothing else....melting in the memories....

I hope others post....I never knew I could cry.......when my nephw died...... Watching my sister in such a chaotic state...in physical pain, emotional pain....was terrible.....Gut wrenching.....like someone hit you in the chest and took all the wind from you.....A sucker punch.....when least expected and unprepared....only there is nothing to turn and fight...fighting the wind.....It was not until I lost my son several years later that I understood what my sister went through. That's exactly how it feels.....Let me put my hands around the grief and strangle it....rid myself of the chockhold it has on me.....

As I said.....I hope others post................