hi mom of 4 this is sandy(heartandsoul6042) i just lookes at your son'd photo and i feel your loss with you.my tommy passed away on 6/23/2003 he was my only child he had just turned 39 on 5/22/2003 that was too close for all of us to bear. we didn't even know how sick he must of been i kept telling he needed to see a doctor but oh no wouldn't listen to any one and on that day he came into my kitchen sat in the chair and said he had pain under his heart we gave him a asprin and then he started shaking and he pushed the chair back to my sink and then he went out light a light we called 911 who is just on the street of us but i knew he was gone it was my worse nightmare i have ever been in in my life.i had tommy when i was 16years old and his dad and i got married when i turned 16 you might say we grew up together he was always close i'm still in a night mare because he should of listen to all of us who loved about going to a doctor .the doctor who lassed seen tommy told me when she open up his chest she didnt need to go any further she said his heart was 3times it's size and the only thing that could of saved him was a new heart so i will always feel guilty for not making him go but then again he was married and he never did listen to me. so yes i still live this nightmare evey single day. he has a 1year old granson who they named after him so i'm hoping he can see him he looks something like he did at that same age i guess i have to wait and see.well my prayers are with  you on the loss of your son and to everyone here on this site.

   your friend sandy. (heartandsoul6042)