I know what you mean Rean. On Andy's heaven dates it seems the only ones to tend the bring his name up is June (Andy's mom), my daughter Dawn and myself. Everybody knows what day it is, but we're the ones who usually bring it up Andy's name. Then again, we were also the only ones who attended every single court case to. Anyway, I've been noticing one good thing, when Dale or June talk about Andy they've been smiling lot more. So, to me, I feel that's a bit of an indication that things are getting a little better for them.........and for me. I can assure you that I'd rather see the smiles then the tears I've been seeing these last 22 months. As for me, we my days are still up and down. I don't get depresses like I did before, but when I do get depressed, it can often last for days. The problem with me though is when I get depressed I go on big cleaning binges which in turn tires me out to a frazzel. So sometimes I can win for losing....lol. But, I'm sure everybody here goes through the same thing but in their own way. Plus, we know deep down that life goes on and we just have to try and make the best of it and live one day at a time. |
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