I woke up last night at 11:30 and I went to the bathroom and passed a big clot. It felt like the baby just slipped out. I was mortified. I was in disbelief and numb. I wasn't cramping though. I called the Health link number and they made me feel a bit better. Chris is away on a feild job so I called him and stressed him out. It was an awful night. I didn't know if more was to come. I was scared to go to the bathroom as if I could hold the baby in. So this morning my favorite nurse (she's been through a stillbirth and miscarriages) made sure she got me into an ultrasound. I saw my babies heart beat. So everything is ok so far. It was so scary! I can't lose another child. I just can't! I think I will snap if I lose this one. It was so nice but so hard to see the heart beat cause I am so scared of losing it. But think positivly right. That is what my husband keeps saying. I sure hope I am here in 3 months saying I am still pregnant. Then I will shout it to the rooftops and celebrate. That was my night after my stressful day of putting my child on the bus for his first day of school. I better go to bed cause I've got to get up and put him on the bus tomorrow. Talk to you later. | 
Free Forum Hosting
Important Announcement
Prev Discussion
Prev Message
