hi  i just wanted to say i'm sorry i have been trying to get back on this site for a few weeks now i think i know what i did wrong again and again everytime i would change one of my password for a bill or another site i must have a few things that are on this same web site through msn i think i got it right now i hope so.i wanted to say thank you to you momof4 i forget how you spell that and i'm sorry if i did.i have been trying to reply to your message you sent me it was beautiful but it wouldn't let me all i have been able to do is get on and read but i couldn't reply but i'm back agin so thank you so much for caring. i dont know too much of your loss but i know we have so much in common.i have been stressed a lot because my daughter in law is going to remarry in jan. and then one of my worse fears is coming true she is goin to sell the house behind me that has been in our famile for a long long time and then my two granddaughters will have to find somewhere else to live one of them is getting a apt.with a friend the other has so much on her plate right now i dont know what she is going to do yet.the man i have been with for about 11or 12 years can't get along with staci so i can't let her here i sometimes feel like my heart is going to just stop beating one of these days i told rose(my daughter in law)she should give the girls something from the house so they will be able to move on but she said no but she may give them 1.000 each i was thinking more like 10 but she wont do that so you see not only do the girls have no home but their two won't either she may take the one dog but i doubt if she will keep him and then god knows what will be come of him and the other one was my tommy's baby is getting up there too in age and he is one mess she needs to get both of them taken care off soon i will have to find a way to keep sam but we have one dog and two cats and we really can't even aford them we have been having a rough time so i need some prayers from all of you and you all have mine.i will be back again if something happens and you dont hear from please dont think i'm not checking in ok?i still babysit for elizabeth and little tommy and it is hard but i love them so i have to do my best.thank you all for hearing me out. love form me to all of you.

 sandy boulden