Well here it is a little over a year since Michael died and i'm still crazy my boyfriend of 7 years told me it was over couldn't go through any more of my misserableness he said for the last 1-1/2 years that i've been so unhappy that he can't go on any longer like this. When Michael diedi part of me died i'm sure you all know what i mean and i don't feel any happiness anymore. Everywhere i look i have Michels pictures around would it be wrong to put them away? whenever i look around all i do is cry and be angry and unhappy. Don't know what is right?

Thanks for listening