Hi Guys

 

I just wanted to say I am positive I heard Jacob the other night, even though in a way I wish I had'nt because what he said freaked me out badly.  Although I've never heard Jacob speak as he could'nt talk, I would say I am 99% sure it was him.  I was in his room crying I was talking to him and I just said, 'I wish you did'nt have to go, and straight away I heard words back saying 'I did'nt want to die mummy' it really freaked me out and set me back quite a bit.  If I'd heard ' but I'm happy mummy;, I could have handled that but there was nothing else.  Now I'm so scarred he's alone and has no one and just wants me to hold him, how do I deal with this.  I've made all sorts of excuses up as to what it could be but nothing fits.  I'm not even 100% it wasn't all in my head but I don't think it was.  I am so sorry if this upsets anyone just have no one else I can tell.

 

Andrea