... the cast of characters for this earth-stage I find myself on …my mom; me, the oldest; my middle sister, who owns the apartment I am living in and the furniture I have been using for 2+ years; and the 5th sister, the baby, rachel …
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rachel, left her husband and came crying to me, begging me to let her move in … I had concerns, but said yes … she moved in and the 2nd night, she had a guy over till 2 in the morning … I couldn’t sleep. The next day, she asked me if I minded him coming over … I said, no, but asked that maybe he wouldn’t stay so late, as I couldn’t sleep and had to get up early to go to work. She said, ok, how about 11 at night? Sounded good to me … she said, it is so good we can talk like this … I agreed …
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The next night, he slept over night … I was upset, not only that he stayed overnight, but that we had just talked about it the night before (he is not the one I wanted moving in) …
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The next day, when she knew I was upset, we both agreed it wasn’t going to work … she was so mad at me, she moved her stuff out, without a word or look …
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About a week later, a message on my machine, from my sister who owns the apartment … she said, I sold the bedroom and entertainment center to rachel (the one who stayed with me), I am sorry … she couldn’t even talk to me in person, but called when she knew I was at work … to top it off, I learned that it was my mother who suggested it to rachel … and deep down, i feel that she did it to get back at me, as she could have had any bedroom set and entertainment center in the world, but instead wanted the ones i had been using ...
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my sister who owned the furniture, never once mentioned that she wanted to sell, as I would have bought it in a heartbeat … and, maybe it is me, but I think, I feel, that courtesy would have dictated that, once she decided to sell, she might have asked me if I wanted to buy it, seeing I had been using it for so long …
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the worst thing I could have ever done was to take her in … I guess I feel a bit betrayed by my family, I know I have to let go, maybe over-reacting … but * sigh *