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Hi Deb.. sorry u sound a bit down :( .. I'm sending u a big hug all the way from Australia here to your side of the world and hope it reaches you.. xxx
Ive been through quite alot the last 2 weeks.. too much too babble on here about and im sure no-one wants to hear it and I'm really just coming to grips with things that have just happened myself.. Ive been hospitalised for the last 12 days and only just got released at lunchtime today (YIPEE!!) .. wow omg what a feeling.. ! :)
I'm doing ok.. I hope you are well.. will def have to post some of the dreams I had whilst in hospital.. they were soo sooo severe.. i think cause of the drugs I was given but actually just whilst I remeber back to my dreams last night in the hospital, this one I had was very very scary.. it felt like I was trying to get a spirit into my body or more like a spirit was trying to enter my body (possibly my grandmother).. and the weird thing about this is that I felt .. I had the dream, I awoke all frightened.. but was unable to actually "wake up" .. like open my eyes to really get out from dreaming.. i remeber this so clearly now.. its was pretty scary... i felt as though i was trapped in this dream and I consciously am aware of what was happening- me trying to wake from this horrible feeling of a spirit trying to enter to my soul or something crazy like that... Im not lying, i felt so much i couldn't open my eyes and i was so scared that i wasn't going to be able to wake up and open my eyes .. this just so u realise is my "awake" feelinhg i had.. i definately was not dreaming this feeling of not being able to awaken from this.. man it was scary..
wow, for something that was meant to be a little note ive rambled on a whole lot, but I just had to because I just got reminded of what happened.. I ended up waking eventually with chest pain,.. the docs did obs on me and i went out for a smoke and a bit scared to go back to sleep really... Anyway I did,, and i had another horrible dream but nothing spiritually related like this one, and i remembere it so clearly that when I get free time shortly, i will post it up..
Also just so u know, i did have valium given to me for my bedtime meds.. maybe that could have had an effect?
xxx luv ya .. xxMak |
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