Hello,
Things for me have been going downhill rather quickly. Naturally it had to happen as soon as I met that guy. I stopped eating. I started craving meds, I started wanting to cut again, and I got drunk a few times.
As soon as we had sex, he got angry at me because I froze. Because of my past, those feelings came up and ta-da there I was crying and shaking like a leaf.
We did not fight despite what he said. He told me off, I overdosed and left his place. Yesterday he sent about a dozen text messages and I wouldn't answer them. He called my cell and then would call the house and hang up.
After talking with my mom and some people, I realized just how much of a player he really was and how much he wanted control. As soon as I said no to sex, he flipped.
When I felt comfortable enough, I showed my mom some of the bruises he left me. He hit my leg. At first it started playfully but then it began to hurt so I said no more. He still continued.
He bit my arm, totally against my will and left teeth marks.

I am on my way to see the doctor soon to get them documented, just in case....

I will let you know as things progress.

Kristina