Looking back at the mortal life i once lived , i remember the pain , the hate that mortals feel in there so called world .

When i was embraced or should i say reborn to death , it opens my eyes to the light within the night . The life i once hated i wanted just one chance to say farewell ....I longed for death ,to be freed from the chains the held me to the mortal hell , At the age of sixteen my lonely journey began , for it was the year my mother was killed by a vampier ....He was diffrant from all the others ...as i watched from a bush near by ...He was so graceful with his movement ,and his words were soft spoken but strong. It was a deadley dance as he embraces her , as i watched this not scared , but it was almost like a sick obsession, After he layed her apon the cold earth he glanced at me but payed me no mind ....

From then on my search of the undead begain . I went from village to village searching , but only finding mortals . The only stories told of the undead were  the tales came from a mad man "savage beast ,thats what they are,they are truly the damned !"  Oh if only they knew,oh how i wanted Death .... My journey found me along the bay some called Escambria, There i found a village but is seemed as if a celebration of some sort was taking place , I walked toward the encampment and found stange looking men ,When i came into sight a silence engulfed  the encampment , one man stood and approched me 

i pulled my blade and awaited his next move ,He had no fear and continued to advance towards me ...When my eyes fell apon his i know what he was , The only thing i could do was stare , for this was what i had been searching for ,I did'nt even relize someone has walked up until he spoke " I am Prince Madock of whales my lady please come and rest yourself for it seems your journey has been long " I nodded, yet i never took my eyes off the vampire ,As he turned to leave , After the festing had died down and most had departed the vampire came to me and asked if i would come with him ,

As he turned i followed like a dog to his master, He somehow knew what i wanted.... How?  i still to this horid day i still dont know how he knew , After we were out of sight he turned to me and stared hard... almost as if i were a book and he was the reader , I dispised this yet i freely turned the pages ... My life was revealed to him... He lifted the vail which hid my darkest secrets, the hatred for the mortal life , My wants for the illumination of the darkness whitch holds the passion and softness of the vampire...He spoke to me without words , He touched me without a movement..It was a dance , so gracefull , yet deadly , but oh how i wanted it .... No words were spoken , but how they were heard... I wanted him as he wanted me .. i thought All this was an illusion ... yet there was more to it !!! His embrace was not that of pain but it was that of welcome ... it was as if i had asked if the beast who's fangs griped my soul if the door would now open , yet i heard dim nothingness ... No longer shall i live the life of a mortal , but i shall live the insain joy of Death forevemore !!!!!    My death opend new doors and new frears ..yet i wanted these , Forevermore ........