Hi! I'm Autumnnear, one born of seasons. I was birthed one among many of a wiccan bloodline. And now, here I am , having since been immortally branded for eternal change.
Many find it difficult to comprehend our kind. (yes, there lives an entire bloodline of us, which we tend to forget so easily; as we often become so entrapped in our own inner turmoil) It's our nature, our spirits, our very beings to never remain constant, and it provides us with an inborn protection understood mostly by our own.
Many times we cause pain to others, but never as much as we do to ourselves. Our constant whirl can too often leave behind one disaster after another; especially when it comes to relationships....often plagueing our spirits with guilt.
My heart was innocent at one time, and in many ways still is, although the longer I live in this immortal state, the more thoughtless I become as these overwhelming passions drive me to do things I've never before even dreamed of. (hehe) But beneath all the craziness lies a deep rooted passion for many things often unseen, overlooked, or misunderstood by others, down to the the smallest hidden pieces of one's soul.
My gift is also my curse. A bearer of sorrow and suffering, a burden too heavy for myself at times, yet for others, a true gift of healing. And it makes its own selection.
The pain that one of seasons carries surfaces through its many changes. It can drive others mad...even itself at times. (laughs blushing) It's motive is never to wound another, yet its waywardness will sometimes do just that.
Yes, our kind feel deeply, each change, so deeply that we are often blinded by it, as if the previous ones never were. And as Autumn nears once again, our spirits are able to slow a little, allowing us to see a little further beyond ourselves and what we think or feel at any given moment...which for the most part swings our moods as pieces of our hidden souls surface one after another, reminding us of what we know we can never be.......at peace. (oh! We often call it "normal"..hehe)
*pauses a moment poking her tongue in her cheek* Now. One can only imagine all of this being turned immortal! *closes eyes and shakes her head* I must've just felt like it at the moment. *shrugs* Who knows? *giggles to herself and bows, then blows a kiss to the family*
OOPS! *BLUSHES* M'PET CAN BE SO FIESTY!
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