As i stand here at the doors of my home ..i feel as if i have missed so much ..and for i feel tha when i do return many hearts are going to be broken and there will be many to mend when the dust clears ...but what i fear the most is that my time of being gone ..that i have missed to much ..and things wont be the same when i reaturn ...So i shall open the doors and walk in ..walk around and try to make myself feel at home again ..But as i walk sthe halls of lair ..i feel nothing , darkness, emptyness ..i feel as if there is something missing from this picture ..but what i think to my self ..what could it be that i long for so much .. well what ever it is ..it will come to me when the time is right ...but for now ..i must relax ..for it has been a long day ..i need a drink ..so i walk over to the bar and fix myself a drink and then sit on a stoll and enjoy the view ...all the wile trying to place what i feel is missing ............

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