As I sit in this window and look out upon the ocean and the waves crashing agenst the rocks ..kinda reminds me of the way my heart feels right now .*.the tears rush from my eyes* ..for I have made a choice that is gonna change my life forever ...I made the choice to leave Clan Dark Desier ..( tears fall even faster from my eyes ) I cant keep going on like this ..for My stupid lustfull ways have caused to many problems ..So there for I have no choice but to leave ..
" Krow My sweet I shall miss you and your sweet smile and sexy eyes laying in front of the fire together ( which I have never done befor with anyone by the way) ..It was fun while it lasted ...maybe i will see you around .."
"Aututm My Sister ..I love you and I am gonna miss you so much ..there is no words to tell you how much I am gonna miss you .." Keep in touch you have my e-mail and I will be on my comm all the time so see me there ...
Dark Souls ..aww girl ..I am gonna miss you to ...* smiles * ..thank you again ..I am sorry it did not matter how much you or I said ..it did not work ..and I give up .I am tired of fighting over this ...so I am turning in my CDD ..* falls to the floor at her feet ..crying yet again * I cant do this ..it is killing me ..If i stay ..i have shit to deal with ..If i go ..I will slowley die ..I cant live with out you guys ..I cant ..I just cant ....No No ..I have to do this ..* Stands back up *
Sinny ...Oh Sweet Sinny ..what can I say to you ....what cant I say to you what havent i said to you * grins * ..you know me much to well for me to even know were begin ..We have had some good time huh ...* laughs a bit trying to hide the tears falling from her eyes * I am So Sorry Sinny ..I am Please Know That I Never wanted this shit to happin ..all i wanted was Krow ..that is it i swear ...Nothing more nothign less ..Just Krow ..god what is the crime in that ...Well any way ..I am Sorry Sinny ..Dont Worrie i will keep intouch ..I cant stay to far from you ..you know that ..I love Ya Sinny ..
Midnight ...God Where do I go from here ..Well Mid ..It was Fun ..had some good fights with ya over the past ..one thing about you ..you always made sure we all had fun ..and for that I Thank you ...
Wicked Soul...My Sire ..My Friend . .... I Am Sorry ...i never ment to shame you ..I never ment to hurt you ..I never ever ...ever thought this would be how this ended up like this ..But you just always know and remember ..I love You and I Always will ..and no matter what ..You are my only Sire and that will never change ..But I do feel that it is best if I just go ..for I feel as if I am tied to something and nothing can break that chain ..and i cant feel like that ....i have to much stress in my R/L to have to come here and get the same shit ..I cant do it ..So ..there for I am saying to you Now ..I am Leaving Clan Dark Desier ..