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From: MSN Nickname♥łįłяεđяΐđΐйђớờđ♥  (Original Message)Sent: 4/18/2006 9:28 PM
From: CDD~HELLANA  (Original Message) Sent: 9/12/2000 1:12 AM

in days long forgotten, in lands beyond reach, winds of glory once blew for the greatest of worriors. in these troubled times life and death were as simple as day and nite. one always yielded to the other. life and death graced the earth and covered her warm heart with a grim blanket. wings of angels flew high over battlefields searching for thier next hero to take to heaven, and the talons of deamons scourged the battle worn homes greedily tasting the blood of the innocent.

on these mortal lands walked king and pauper alike. both fell to the same fate and the same cruel destiny. throughout these mortal lands wars raged over such trivial things as land and lovers. soldiers fought for king and country, mercinaries fought for money and glory. there were thoes who fought for life and thoes who fought for food. churches were safe heavens for the weak and dying, though they offered little salvation from death.

on the shores of what is now Brittian, a mighty war raged on for months, two armies fought for the lands and fought for thier countries. Roman armies marched from the south to battle the barbarians from the north. small communities and churches dotted the once rich countryside. the sea of rolling hills and lush forests now gave to the scorched earth and campfires of the invaders. living in a small church on the sea shore a woman of mystery studies the archaic arts of the druids.

her eyes shown brightly, gleeming green in the sunlight and glowing brighter then the stars in the nights sky. dove white skin covered her athletic frame and soft silk wrapped around her flesh. her deep red hair flowed from atop her head, curling and clinging to her suple sholders. there was an air about her that bore the scent of sophistication. her manor was subtle and quiet. her smile show nothing of her thoughts but always looked as if she had seen beuty in its purist form. the arcaic words and ancient tounge eased from her crimson lips, forming symbols and spells from the air.

as the morning dew ran from the leaves of the trees, and waves crashed on the shores, the small village nestled around the church witnessed the comming of death. a single Roman legioneer humble walked twards the old wooden doors of the sanctuary. his armor silver by nature was stained red from blood, his gerth bore heavy apon his spear and his breath groaned from his lungs. he continued on twards the haven. townsfolk started twards the wounded soldier, he looked around in fear. they approached with ill intent, seeing death in thier eyes he called to the church in his native tounge. silence was all he recieved.

bitting pain, tearing flesh, and the agony of deaths icy grip clutched his lifeforce. the townspeople tore at him with bitter hatred, pitchforks and spears, fingernails and taunts. as they tore at his flesh he screamed at the church, the priest only watched in terror.

white feel pounded the shore, fleeting feet as the younge woman ran to the aid of the Roman soldier. she screamed at the crowd, her hands swept as magic flew from her fingertips. quickly they dispersed. she looked at the soldier and drew him from the ground. he looked into her eyes and smiled. his blood stained lips curled as his eyes fixed apon the face of an angel. he only muttered one word to her ear, and only she would know what was said, beutifull.

she stared at him in quiet reflection, never before had her eyes ever bore witness to such attrocity, a mere soldier lay on ground less than 5 feet from  holly ground, begging for life and recieving no mercy or forgiveness for what he had done on the field of battle. enraged she stood and stared at his assailents. with rage in her heart and fire dancing in her fingertips she laid waste to the village ant the church. she vowed from that day forward she would never find sanctuary on holy ground, to her there was no holy groung, no church, and no sanctuary from her wrath.

several months had passed, her vow on that day didnot stop with the damnation of the church, she swore to the fallen soldiers soul that his remains will rest in his native soil, Rome. she traveled, searching for his home, days bleed into weeks and into months. in the depths of winter she had found a small farm. its once golden fields yielded to the white snowfall. she watched from afar, in the early morning she watched a small girl walk wrapped in heavy clothing fetching eggs from a small coupe. her eyes traced the lines on the girls face, they were the soldiers same lines.

she knew the whole story, his pain of lonelyness, missing the warmth of his wifes touch. the smile of his daughter was enough to melt the snow from the deepest of winter freezes. soldiers gave so much, lost so much, and fought for the wrong reasons she thought. as she watched the family, her heart grew a little colder. she quietly burried the cremated remains of the soldier on the corner of his property. in the night she walked away, her mind filled with the images of the soldier and his family, the images of all families and the sacrifices they make. noone should loose loved ones to war.

as she walked a small tear of blood formed and ran partially down her cheek, there it froze in the cold winter night. her hand rose to touch it and she paused. in her heart she knew she would wear this tear for all the fallen soldiers who left family behind. the blood tear stained her perfect white cheek forever.

several years passed before she returned to the farm. tehre she watched the once youthfull girl walk calmly on a summers morn to the chicken coupe to gather eggs. in the house she watched two young children set plates preparing for breakfast. as the mother returned to the house her ears heard words that brought back all the pains of her first tear.

"mommy when is daddy returning from the war?"

 

 

 

hellana turned and walked away, a single tear formed and traced an old "scar" of blood apon her cheek...........................................



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From: MSN Nickname♥łįłяεđяΐđΐйђớờđ♥Sent: 4/18/2006 9:28 PM
From: CDD~HELLANA Sent: 9/19/2000 1:43 AM

many years had pased, many lives had come and gone. the earth grew cold year after year. the planet froze only to warm again with the comming of summer. the dead lay dead in their graves, the living only dug graves for themselves. one day all the living will eventually die. like day into night, every one fadded into darkness. light only shown brightly on the dawning of another new day. what once was alive was now dead, and what will live tomorrow waits in the dark for the dawn. such is life.

from the early morning rays of light came the condemned. a younge woman to burn, she was labled a demon worshiper. she fought against the ruling king and beat him out of her home country, her own people did nothing to help her. she was a savior and a gods send, and in a few moments she would be forever remembered as a worrior. her name shall ring out as insperation for all women every where. she was a simple girl who heard the voice of god. in the crowd her eyes saw the red glow of the fiery morning light. the condemned woman looked down apon the flames at her feet and stared dumbfounded at the red flames of a womans locks staring back at her. somewhere in the crowd was a woman staring into her soul.

the greeen eyes peaked from benieth the hooded cloak watching, waiting for the flames to reach the burning savior. as the heat rose apon her frail legs the condemned woman made no sound. all she did was smile and whisper a silent prayer to her god. this was the price for hericy. this was the price for being revered as a god. and this was a time for mercy. the red haired woman walked to the flames. guards tried to stop her to no avail, the townspeople cried against deaf ears. the woman Hellana stepped through the flames and took the burning body from the fiery hell. calmly she walked unimpeeded to the countryside. through the night she walked, moving as fast as the first rays of light creaping through the mountains. she placed the burned body into the ground on the edge of a field, once a farmland stood here, now there was only the reminance of a vinyard. there in the blackened earth rest the body of an unkown centurian, and now the body of a french woman joined him. Hellana only said a small prayer. in the noon sun she walked. still more time passed. the time of man had come full circle, now man found newer was to kill.

in the war to end all wars Hellana witnessed death in ways only man could create. one early morning her feet walked a path they had walked time and time again. she lended her skills as a healer to all who passed a small monistary, knowing that her vow would be broken. however she knew her skills would be invaluable. on a winters morn a younge soldier entered her incampment, he was handsome and chrming. his manners were superb and his smile was as warming as the sun. he talked to her while she tended his wounds. he spoke in the language of his homeland and was supprised she knew it. day and night they spoke. he had charmed her like no other. his voice was sweet, she loved listening to him read poetry.

come summer his wounds were healed, she begged him to stay, however he couldnt. she confessed her love for him and begged, he was to proud and a soldier. he had orders and a country to defend,she knew he couldnt abandon his homeland. by the next morning the war had reached her monistary, the soldiers enemies had found him resting and forcible removed him. she begged and pleaded with the officers to let him live, she told them of her love for him and the branded her a traitor. in the afternoon she watched in horror as the younge man was put to death. they placed him against the monistary wall and  exicuted him. fear of reprisal kept her from revieling herself, she knew she would kill them all and their superiors would destroy the monastary. she only watched and cried. she recalled her nights with him, cold winter nights filled with the heats of passion. they made love for hours in the night. she would love him forever.

the tears stained her sweet white cheek. after the soldiers left, so did Hellana. with her were the remains of her lover. by the morning of autumn her lover was layed to rest in a vinyard. there stood two head stones, now three lay burried benieth the rich soil. only Hellana knew thier names, and only she cried for them. three soldiers who died for thier country, fighting as only soldiers can. they followed orders and died for them, they did everything a soldier is supposed to. in the end they died for thier beliefes.

Hellana walked away once again, felling alone and pained, knowing the man she loved will never set eyes on what his passion had brought into this world. Hellana looked down at her growing stomach and wept quietly.

"you will always know who your father was, and he shall be your hero. he fought because he was defending his home. no matter what anyone sais he was a great man." she smiled and held onto her lovers patch. "history will write him as a german soldier bent on the ruling of the world, but he was just a man."

 

 

.......................he was more than a mere man to her, he was hers .......................................