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| | | From: Brian (Original Message) | Sent: 2/1/2002 7:00 AM |
Oh my oh my, I'd sell my left nut for a 20. I broke down today and frantically called everyone!! Guess what? Nothing! Not even an old filter. So, I trudge on. I just hope to hell this feeling of going mad and my skin crawling stops soon!! I've been trying 4 of the norcos, but that is too much tylenol and it won't stop the withdrawal!! I have serious doubts about making it. I just can't stand this too much longer!! The good old docs love to say "Narcotic withdrawal isn't fatal" as they chuckle at you best attempt at getting some morphine, but I'll swear to God I'm gonna prove em wrong!! Ifit dosen't kill me, it'll destroy my mind for sure!! My kingdom for a few moments relief!! |
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| | | From: Amy | Sent: 2/10/2002 9:44 PM |
brian, could i slap you please??? just kidding. i just want you to be careful. your posts have been so full of pain and anguish but recently, you have seemed to be climbing out of a hole, and starting to put one foot in front of another. i am not placing any judgement on your using, i just want you to know that i want good things for you and that i sincerely hope things work out for you the way you want them to. i don't think you believe you can actually use recreationally, and i know you are aware of the consequences of going back to heroin, so i am not going to lecture you on that. i think that right now, this very second, you don't care about the ramifications.. the willingness to do whatever you have to in order to stay clean isn't there. i have had plenty of days where i didn't care either, i understand that well. you are in a confusing place right now, and it sucks. sometimes the prospect of relief is too difficult to pass up. just stay honest with yourself about what you want .. what kind of life you want for yourself in the future and figure out what you are willing to do to get there. in the meantime keep posting and letting us know how you are. you are cared about brian. btw, that is heroin probably from columbia.. that is the type of heroin found in the northeastern united states, as far down as geogia..we don't usually get the black tar at all over here. just a little factoid from my "useless facts" file in my brain. |
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| | | From: India | Sent: 3/2/2002 2:53 PM |
LET GO & LET GOD As children bring their broken toys, with tears for us to meand ; Ibought my broken dreams to god; because he is my friend. But then insted of leaving him in peacs to work alone, Ihung around and tried to help, with ways that were my own . At last, I snatched them back again and cried, "How can you be so slow?" "My child" He said; "What could i do? You never did let go." |
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Dear Brian, i am responding to an old messege. It sure sounds like the "friend" you were waiting for was from the east. All our dope come in little wax paper envelopes. They used to have these little sstamps on them, Liberty, with a flaf, KTU's, Airborne's, etc. It differentiated the dope and some bags were better than others allowing one to shop around. If one couldn't find an airborne han one could be fairly certain that a Liberty would be ok, if not mind boggling or a 'smoker' as we fondly called them. Ayn new, but not really |
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Hey, was just wondering, being on the East coast myself, what's the common # in a bundle, 15?, and how many stamps in a brick? 50?............Tx. TOORUDE P.S. anyone reccomend a good stamp, in the Pitts. area? The last I had, stamped "so much more" wasn't that hot.........................Tx |
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hey toorude,
a bundle here in good old mass is 10 bogs...sometimes they are sild in just
baggies for 40 or 60$. the shit sucks around here too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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>Reply-To: "Heritics of Heroin" <[email protected]>
>To: "Heritics of Heroin" <[email protected]>
>Subject: Re: Anything to stop this!!!
>Date: Mon, 27 Oct 2003 21:33:36 -0800
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Will you please explain what you are saying to us non users. I am seriously interested in all this. mrssusie |
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 Hi Lifeoverkill23 ~ I am from CT., and I am clean, but many of my friends are not. They tell me some dope is good here, and some is shit. One of my friends OD'd and died on Sept. 1 of this year on the good stuff. It was very devistating to all of us that knew her. She had been struggling for so long to stay clean... Here, a bundle is 10 bags also, and it all depends on who you cop from on the price. By the bag it's usually $10.00. What part of MA. are you in? I was born in Boston, grew up on the South Shore, and summered at the family point on Cape Cod. My family still lives there. I'm thinking of moving back... Blessings, ~ Queenbea ~ |
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HEY QUEENBEA,
IM FROM JUST NORTH OF BOSTON, ABOUT 11 MILES, IF YOU REMEMBER THE COVERAGE
OF THE CHARLES STUART MURDER OF HIS PREGNANT WIFE AND THE HOCKEY DAD THAT
WENT A LITTLE OVERBOARD, THEY CAME FROM THIS SMALL TOWN ALSO. MY FAMILY
ALSO VACATIONS DOWN THE CAPE EVERY SUMMER.....ITS MY FAVORITE PLACE....I
LOVE IT SO MUCH ALTHOUGH ITS GOTTEN VERY CONGESTED IN THE LAST 15 YEARS OR
SO.
WE STAY IN WEST YARMOUTH, WHERE DO YOU GO? THANKS FOR THE REPLY. THE DOPE
IS ABOUT 10$ A SINGLE BAG HERE TOO....PRETTY SUCKY, ALTHOUGH LIKE YOU, THERE
HAS BEEN THE RANDOM O.D. OF A CLOSE ONE WHEN THE GOOD STUFF JUST SEEMS TO
SNEAK IN.
IT WAS NICE TALKING TO YA....GETTING PRETTY CHILLY ON THE NORTHEAST
COAST.....IM LOOKING FORWARD TO HALLOWEEN TOMORROW THOUGH....I HOPE MY
LITTTLE ONE WILL TRICK OR TREAT THIS YEAR, LAST YEAR HE WAS ONLY TWO,AND GOT
SCARED, SO WE WATCHED FROM AFAR. HE GOT A KICK OUT OG IT BUT DIDNT WANT TO
GET TOOO CLOSE. HE IS THE SWEETEST THING. MY DAUGHTER WHO IS 13, WILL
PROBABLY JUST GO OUT WITH HER PACK AS USUAL, AND DO THE REGULAR TEENAGE
ANTICS ....SHAVING CREAM ETC.
SORRY FOR RAMBLING, THIS IS A RARE MOMENT WHEN MY SON IS NOT NOTICING THAT
IM NOT GIVING HIM 101% OF MY FULL ATTENTION, AND I CAN ACTUALLY
TYPE......OOOOPS HE JUST CAUGHT ON .
TALK TO YA SOON
BETH
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>To: "Heritics of Heroin" <[email protected]>
>Subject: Re: Anything to stop this!!!
>Date: Thu, 30 Oct 2003 05:03:24 -0800
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Hey guys.. I am from Vancouver.. and all the dope we get is powder.. people up here don't have to go through the agonby of liquifying tar.. so I am glad to here you got a taste of our medicine.. our stuff is brought here by our Asian brothers and man is it strong.. so hang in there everyone.. and say no to tar.. . your Northern Brother... <<newitt.. aka CaM ... |
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| | | From: lucky | Sent: 12/2/2003 8:00 AM |
all the gear in the u.k comes from afganistan and is grey/light brown powder or 'rocks' very clean and strong it 's pretty rare to find a dealer cutting any shit in it.never even seen 'tar' sounds fuckin horrible!!!! |
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yeah the tar is pretty shitty but u can find some good tar out west (usa) pacific. The tar comes from Mexaco. The powder u speak of sounds like the brown powder u can get in NY. you can get good 10$ bags .or if your hooked up, You can buy "fingers" of rock solid brown dope. 6 1/2 gram pieces. If I remember it was a couple of thousand $. I brought a dealer I know down to pick one up and u literally had to break it up with a coffee grinder. And to make a long story short, I nodded out for that day! I am pretty sure this brown dope is china though.
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wait it out man..remember its only temporary. you cannot be that bad if your on here saying this shit.....By the way....do you REALLY want to quit. I dont think you do. any if your not ready you wont quit. even if you were stuck in suicide watch in jail for two weeks sitting there in your birthdays best swetting and shaking and all the rest......your still gonna come out and use......just do yourself a favor and dont wait till it starts jepordizing your health to quit like I did. (Go to the withdrawel message board and read what I just posted right before I wrote this. |
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this dude better stay the hell away from my state then because thats what I started on. I got up to 50 bags per day on that shit. I did get this stuff that came back black once and o.d.'d on two bags when I had a 50 bag a day habit. If I didnt have a funny feeling about it I would have done my usual 5-10 bag shot and I would not be here right now. This was right after the 9 11 attacks and some strange guy came with my dope dealer and handed me the stuff with a real fucked up look on his face.(he was trying to kill me) The next day I said to my friend "This wierd afghany lookin guy came with my dealer and sold me the dope himself and I od'd" And my friends like "didnt you hear I just saw on the news that afghan's are making extra strong heroin to kill people." (Well, after all the talk of "real" dope in town.... the "friend" shows up today. He says he has the real deal... so I say I have no money for him. He stuffs his hand into his jacket and hands me two pieces of wax paper. Now, out here on the West coast, dope is a lump of tar in the corner of a plastic bag. So I thought what the hell is this?? I went inside and tried to open up the wax paper envelope carefully. I got it open and found a small bit of grey/brown looking powder. I thought this guy was insane, trying to sell this for $20?? I went ahead and dumped it in the spoon and squirted in 60 units or so. The stuff just melted into the water... I thought what the hell is this?? I hit it with a bit of flame just because, and sucked it in through the cotton. Nothing was left in the spoon, no gunk, no dirt, nothing! I was starting to think this guy gave me coke.... but when I ran it up.... oh my GAWD!! Definitely the BEST heroin I've ever done. Like 3 match heads or so and I was rushing hard for 20 minutes. Then the nod came on like a tidal wave. The whole time I was wearing a grin a mile wide. That was like 6 hours ago and I'm still feeling like a million bux! Damn it! What the hell? Was the dope that good? Was I just so damn hurting that it hit the spot? I dunno. And I'm not going to think about it. I'm just going to pretend it didn't happen. That's the best thing to do, I think. I'm too confused about what I'm doing. I don't think it'll hurt too bad, just one run. I stuffed the other bag into the back of "the drawer" and I'll just leave it there.... for how long?? LOL! Anyway, I'm still looped like a mother........ I don't know what happened. It just happened and it's best no to dwell on it.) |
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