BlackieMackie, My heart hurts for you.
There is nothing worse then being sick and tired of being sick and tired.
I was where you were at and Im happy to say today im feeling great..
Going off just a small amount of subutex was rough but my body has always been extrememly effected by any drug I take.
Most of the symptoms are gone, im still left with a little bit of achiness but i will Survive.
Now about you, What are you going to do??
Are you going to continue to be sick and tired?
That has to be hell on earth.
Why not give Suboxen another try??
Or methadone??
We think that opiate use is helping but in essence it kills the soul a little at a time..
If you have used H for 24 yrs then all i can say is your still alive for a reason, YOU can BEAT this, but you need a medical withdrawl and matience, forget the cold turkey shit.
I hope you decide to give it a try again, I guarentee a little bit at a time you will feel normal again and you dont have to be sick and tired.
MUCH LOVE, And STRENGTH, Karen