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From: MSN NicknameSinkingBRINGIT  (Original Message)Sent: 9/3/2004 7:37 AM
Hi, I'am Rose. I just join in this group. Hello. And I'am a heroin addict. Boy when i hear my self say those words it feels like it just ripes my guts out. I'am happy to     have  7 months clean.It's been a long 7 months and I'am thank ful for each and very one of those months. I was going on 4 yrs with finding no way out. Finally the word lagacy came up. My kids did not want me dying from heroin to be my lagacy. Nor did I. That was my wakeup call. My love for my family help me through the bad spots. I'am happy to be here. I feel like someone up above gave me this chance at the life i deserve.I see things the way they are. I no longer have to do horrible things to feed my addication. It's nice to wakeup in the morning and not have to run to get my dope. I thank that someone up above every day. I am truely as happy to be alive as one would be.I'm going to NA but it's hard for me to listen to other's sad and true stories. I need a little help with this any feed back would be great.


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From: MSN Nicknamesportyggb7Sent: 9/3/2004 7:54 AM
Welcome Rose glad that you found this amazing site , you will find all the Love and Support that it will take to get though what you need to get though during this time in your life, You made the right  step to recovery by logging on here, it warms my heart to see the another one of us has seen things for what they really are.It feels so wonderful to be alive and knowing that you have choices in what direction you want your life to go though.I know from my owe vantage point that it took alot of pain and heartache to realize that it was me all along that was bringing so much turmoil into my exsistence. Now I know what moves to make to avoid such costly mistakes and failures......Please share with us what you feel there is no judging here for what you believe in we all are looking for that special gift of Love that is shared here at this site.  Agian Welcome to your recovery............... LOVE  SPORTY

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From: MSN NicknameLovingmom2433Sent: 9/3/2004 2:42 PM
Hi Momma rose,
Glad you found H of H.  Everyone here will support you in your journey.  I am glad you found the strength to get clean for your family.  But you truely need to stay clean for yourself.  God Bless you, and hope you will post often.  Love Karen

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From: vinnySent: 10/6/2004 10:50 PM
Hi Rose - was great to hear from you!.  I still smoke heroin occasionally, and enjoy it enormously (as you can probably well imagine!).  I sometimes love to "shoot-up", but I don't think I can completely stop at this point.  Any suggestions?
 
    Vinny
 

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From: CurioSent: 10/6/2004 11:16 PM
Hi Vinny. I loved Heroin too. I didn't think I could stop either. It was a love/hate relationship for a very long time...
 
I didn't really WANT to stop..and that kept me using in spite of devestating consequences. (Jail, loss of kids, family & my self respect and dignity)...
 
There's help available to stop, but first ask you really WANT to.
 
Hope to hear from you.
 
 

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From: leoSent: 10/7/2004 11:38 PM
Welcome Rose,
Hope you enjoy this group as much as I do, stay strong stay free
Leo

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