you were everything i was and everything i wanted to be,

you understood and you never judged me,

you were my whole family and my right hand man,

we used to laugh and joke around,

we shared our pain and anger and bitterness

you would tell it was ok

and then it would be

i miss you every moment

wondering if you're feeling the way i do,

if you knew what i went through

it would make you cry

all the smiles we shared turn to tears and every memory burns

if i could turn back time i would tell you that life is worth living after all

and if i could see you one last time i would tell you what an amazing person you are

but now i remember you from your name stamped forever into my arm

and the memory forever scarred into my mind

the years pass, and you're not there anymore

now, the minutes tick by like hours

and the coldness burns my skin

you're not there to offer your jacket

and i wonder if for one moment this sadness would fade just a little bit