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| From:  arandompunkk (Original Message) | Sent: 5/21/2004 7:46 AM |
Sometimes the pain is overwhelming, I just sit and think about the life that's past, All the times I've wasted and people I've let down, Wishing for a family that I know I'll never have. And I listen to the people outside my window, The kids who laugh and play without a care, It reminds me of the childhood that never happened, My friends that said they would back me up, but were never there. I think about the men that I fell in love with, And all that the boys that I would have died for, Treated me like dirt and made me feel worthless, And when I needed them, they shut the door. Sometimes the sadness seems to surround me, The feelings that I hold inside, I never told anyone how I feel, Except my best friend, but then he died. And sometimes the pain is just so overwhelming, It tears me apart inside, But then I think of my daughter, And I just thank God I'm alive |
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Hi Punk. I feel your pain. I was married for many years before my husband
left and it is still hard to walk into church, a resturant, or just a store
and see a 'family'...mom, dad, kids all together doing something
insignificant to them but leaves me with such a hole in my heart. I have
dated a few men that hurt me or used me and that knocks my confidence for a
bit. But you did hit the important highlight..your daughter. Mine is 18 now
and has been the joy of my life. If it was not for her and her brother to
get my ass out of bed in the morning, I don't know what would happen to me.
Kids and responsibility have a way of helping us move forward and staying in
with what is happenng in the world. I now have friends that are single
parents. we talk about what we need to do for our kids and what we dream for
ourselves.
You have a lot on your plate now and have proven yourself responsible,
loving, and strong. Go with that. I can tell you that I had disappointments
in my past but dwelling on them only brought me down more. Try to
concentrate on that beautiful child and the realization that your life can
only get better from here. You have gotten this far. Kep the faith and you
can overcome anything. We all have days/times we 'slip back' and feel sorry
for ourselves and where our lives are but we have to keep faith things will
get better and they will. Love, Lori
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HELLO PUNK I CAN SO FEEL WHAT YOU ARE SAYING I HAVE LOVED AND LOST SO MUCH IN LIFE I GET TO A POINT WHERE IT IS LIKE THIS IS ALL THERE IS. IT SEEMS SO HARD WHEN YOU LOVE SO MUCH AND NEVER RECIEVE IT IN RETURN OR WHEN YOU FINALLY FIND SOMEONE THAT UNDERSTANDS THEY ARE TAKEN FROM US. YOU ARE LOVED AND ARE A LOVABLE PERSON, KEEP YOUR HEAD HELD HIGH AND KEEP WRITING YOU HAVE A REAL TALENT. I WILL BE THINKING OF YOU! |
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Dear Punk.
I hope you are in the shadows reading up.
For today remember, we are all praying for you, and love
you, Hugs Karen
----- Original Message -----
Sent: Friday, May 21, 2004 2:46 AM
Subject: pain
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| From: PUNK |
Sometimes the pain is overwhelming,
I just sit and think about the life that's
past,
All the times I've wasted and people I've
let down,
Wishing for a family that I know I'll never have.
And I listen to the people outside my window,
The kids who laugh and play without a care,
It reminds me of the childhood that never
happened,
My friends that said they would back me up, but were never
there.
I think about the men that I fell in love with,
And all that the boys that I would have died
for,
Treated me like dirt and made me feel worthless,
And when I needed them, they shut the door.
Sometimes the sadness seems to surround me,
The feelings that I hold inside,
I never told anyone how I feel,
Except my best friend, but then he died.
And sometimes the pain is just so overwhelming,
It tears me apart inside,
But then I think of my daughter,
And I just thank God I'm alive
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Punk, I'll pray
for you and hopefully one day you can have a personal relationship with God. But
that daughter of yours was a gift from God and I have come to realize that we
must endure a certain amount of pain in our lives in order to reach our intended
destination. Also remember God gives us no more than we can handle it may not
seem that way at the time but if you follow the plan that He set out for you
then you will do just fine.
Punk,you are a intelligent and
strong youngman and you have to be strong to survive the streets and all that
you had to endure. Don't give up on yourself as you have allot to offer this
world and it would be a sad place if you weren't here to share yourself with
others.
much love
Claude
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Sent: Sunday, May 23, 2004 9:13 AM
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| From: Lovingmom2433 |
Dear Punk.
I hope you are in the shadows reading
up.
For today remember, we are all praying for
you, and love you, Hugs Karen
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Sent: Friday, May 21, 2004 2:46 AM
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PUNK |
Sometimes the pain is overwhelming,
I just sit and think about the
life that's past,
All the times I've wasted and people
I've let down,
Wishing for a family that I know I'll never
have.
And I listen to the people outside my
window,
The kids who laugh and play without a
care,
It reminds me of the childhood that
never happened,
My friends that said they would back me up,
but were never there.
I think about the men that I fell in
love with,
And all that the boys that I
would have died for,
Treated me like dirt and made me feel
worthless,
And when I needed them, they shut the
door.
Sometimes the sadness seems to surround
me,
The feelings that I hold inside,
I never told anyone how I feel,
Except my best friend, but then he
died.
And sometimes the pain is just so
overwhelming,
It tears me apart inside,
But then I think of my daughter,
And I just thank God I'm alive
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Ex, It seems like you are reminising
today.
How blessed that Punks words will live on, as long as this
site is here.
And his smile will live on in the face and eyes of his
Baby Julie.
I miss him so much, Love
Karen |
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BUMP Punk, i think of you often  |
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Thinking of you today Punk. I hope the people are right and you can see all the glory of Christmas from up there. I miss you sooooooo much, you have NO idea. Love your cyber Mom Karen |
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