Sometimes the pain is overwhelming,
I just sit and think about the
life that's past,
All the times I've wasted and people
I've let down,
Wishing for a family that I know I'll never
have.
And I listen to the people outside my
window,
The kids who laugh and play without a
care,
It reminds me of the childhood that
never happened,
My friends that said they would back me up,
but were never there.
I think about the men that I fell in
love with,
And all that the boys that I
would have died for,
Treated me like dirt and made me feel
worthless,
And when I needed them, they shut the
door.
Sometimes the sadness seems to surround
me,
The feelings that I hold inside,
I never told anyone how I feel,
Except my best friend, but then he
died.
And sometimes the pain is just so
overwhelming,
It tears me apart inside,
But then I think of my daughter,
And I just thank God I'm alive
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