Heritics of Heroin

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<o:p> I don't really know where this came from?? </o:p>

<o:p>I had an urge to write and this was what came out!!! </o:p>

<o:p>It's just a little of my journey in recovery, </o:p>

<o:p>Straight from my heart!</o:p>

<o:p>Love Julie</o:p>

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“Your Strong Girl Fight�?lt;o:p></o:p>

“You know what’s right�?lt;o:p></o:p>

“Don’t Be Weak�?lt;o:p></o:p>

“You Have Willpower�?lt;o:p></o:p>

“Your a Survivor�?lt;o:p></o:p>

“Think Of Your Future�?lt;o:p></o:p>

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PLEASE�?.<o:p></o:p>

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Leave me to quietly die<o:p></o:p>

Let me be, <o:p></o:p>

Alone to cry<o:p></o:p>

This pain is so raw<o:p></o:p>

Take it away, make me numb<o:p></o:p>

If only I could find serenity<o:p></o:p>

You can have want you want, but not what you need<o:p></o:p>

I’m searching, trying to find my way<o:p></o:p>

I watch history repeat itself day after day<o:p></o:p>

I’m like a bird, I long to fly away<o:p></o:p>

Yet……Here I stay…�?lt;o:p></o:p>

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Why..........?<o:p></o:p>

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I’m climbing the steps, working the program you see<o:p></o:p>

I don’t have to put up a fight<o:p></o:p>

I no longer always have to be right <o:p></o:p>

I don’t have to go it alone <o:p></o:p>

“Surrender to win�?So the white flag is raised<o:p></o:p>

The enemy is within<o:p></o:p>

The battle begun<o:p></o:p>

But the fight will never be won<o:p></o:p>

It’s here to stay<o:p></o:p>

Please god help me, I fall to me knees and pray<o:p></o:p>

I don’t know where my soul is<o:p></o:p>

Has it left me, never to be found<o:p></o:p>

This disease has had me bound<o:p></o:p>

I don’t want to survive, it’s not good enough<o:p></o:p>

I want to live, I no longer yearn to be numb<o:p></o:p>

This new found freedom a gift from the rooms and above<o:p></o:p>

You can’t touch me, because now we live as one<o:p></o:p>

I’ve learned to love this disease of mine<o:p></o:p>

It’s an everlasting love you see<o:p></o:p>

Together forever, hiding deep inside me <o:p></o:p>

I’m Safe for now, Just for today, I’ve found a brighter better way

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So please don’t try to fix me, <o:p></o:p>

I’m not broken you see

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the twelve step princess you have become,

no longer needing to go out being numb,

you fought your way through the darkest of days.

its great to see you grow in so many ways.

if i didnt know better id say you have a plan,

a way to get past the big bogey man,

please keep it safe and give it away,

thats what helps going on our way.

now princess you know me of that i'am sure,

you met me before looking for the cure,

arrested development is all we can have,

but thats so much better than living in the past.

so what do you think and how do you feel,

embracing a life that is oh so real,

it can be done life does move on,

no longer a sad king on the rocks,

just another happy pawn!

The twelve step princess, I certainly am

Thinking and feeling and actually giving a damn

It's great to think and wonderful to feel...

The good the bad...... it's who I am

I nurture the good and learn from the bad

My heart now free, my soul no longer torn

Yes I had a plan....... or did it have me?

I started to believe in the fellowship you see

My higher power has set me free

I can now finally see and feel the true me

My darkest of days and the Big Bogey Man are behind me now

He'll always be there though living in my past

And that my friend, has been part of my "cure"

What's been has gone

I no longer want to run

Of that i'm now sure

I'm no Sad King sat on the rocks

nor even a happy pawn

Now if you know me, you'll surely see............

I'm the twelve step PRINCESS.............that's ME!

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