<o:p> I don't really know where this came from?? </o:p>

<o:p>I had an urge to write and this was what came out!!! </o:p>

<o:p>It's just a little of my journey in recovery, </o:p>

<o:p>Straight from my heart!</o:p>

<o:p>Love Julie</o:p>

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“Your Strong Girl Fight�?lt;o:p></o:p>

“You know what’s right�?lt;o:p></o:p>

“Don’t Be Weak�?lt;o:p></o:p>

“You Have Willpower�?lt;o:p></o:p>

“Your a Survivor�?lt;o:p></o:p>

“Think Of Your Future�?lt;o:p></o:p>

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PLEASE�?.<o:p></o:p>

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Leave me to quietly die<o:p></o:p>

Let me be, <o:p></o:p>

Alone to cry<o:p></o:p>

This pain is so raw<o:p></o:p>

Take it away, make me numb<o:p></o:p>

If only I could find serenity<o:p></o:p>

You can have want you want, but not what you need<o:p></o:p>

I’m searching, trying to find my way<o:p></o:p>

I watch history repeat itself day after day<o:p></o:p>

I’m like a bird, I long to fly away<o:p></o:p>

Yet……Here I stay…�?lt;o:p></o:p>

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Why..........?<o:p></o:p>

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I’m climbing the steps, working the program you see<o:p></o:p>

I don’t have to put up a fight<o:p></o:p>

I no longer always have to be right <o:p></o:p>

I don’t have to go it alone <o:p></o:p>

“Surrender to win�?So the white flag is raised<o:p></o:p>

The enemy is within<o:p></o:p>

The battle begun<o:p></o:p>

But the fight will never be won<o:p></o:p>

It’s here to stay<o:p></o:p>

Please god help me, I fall to me knees and pray<o:p></o:p>

I don’t know where my soul is<o:p></o:p>

Has it left me, never to be found<o:p></o:p>

This disease has had me bound<o:p></o:p>

I don’t want to survive, it’s not good enough<o:p></o:p>

I want to live, I no longer yearn to be numb<o:p></o:p>

This new found freedom a gift from the rooms and above<o:p></o:p>

You can’t touch me, because now we live as one<o:p></o:p>

I’ve learned to love this disease of mine<o:p></o:p>

It’s an everlasting love you see<o:p></o:p>

Together forever, hiding deep inside me <o:p></o:p>

I’m Safe for now, Just for today, I’ve found a brighter better way

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So please don’t try to fix me, <o:p></o:p>

I’m not broken you see

 

 

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