hi
kate, john here, can't get to read the poem! must have been
written on different format to the xp im using could you please
write it in as a disscussion. i really want to read it. touched
by your post! keep up the good work!! staying clean is all
i have left, ruined everyones life i came into contact with and
was completely uncontrollable, begining to find that if i dont
ruin my life the chances are i wont ruin anyone else (HOW
IRONIC), as i was only intent on ruining one life, now thats the
one i have to cherish to stop everyone else being affected.
please repost the poem, it has taken an enormous show of
strenght from you to post it in the first place and i appreciate
that, hope you and Ashleigh had a wonderful xmas together and
are looking forward to the new year ahead, im going to Glasgow
on saturday going home, second time in the one year could be
becoming habitual!!! going home my biggest fear has now become
my biggest joy (im still scared). but i no longer run and hide
from my feeling like i always did, Face Everything
And Recover, i was told and i'am doing that to the
best of my ability, thanks kate take care of yourself and
your Ashleigh love and best wishes for the new year
John |