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OH FUCK, ON A BAD DAY, HE'S THERE IN MY FACE, SMILING AWAY LIKE IT'S NO DISGRACE, A SARCASTIC GRIN, A SMILE SO RYE, COME ON JUST ONCE, GIVE IT A TRY. SHIT, ON MY WORST DAY, HE'S VISIBLE & TANGABLE TO TASTE, TACTILE AND WARMING, RUBBING BROWN IN MY FACE. TEMPTING AND TEASING, TELLING ME IM IN CONTROL, MAKING ME CERTAIN, IM NOT ON A ROLL. JUST ONCE ELEVIATE MY HANG UP, SORT OUT MY PAIN, YOU'LL FEEL LIKE A BEACH, AT SUMMER IN SPAIN. OH FUCK, ON MY BEST DAY, HE'S CLEAR OUT OF SIGHT, GIVING THE IMPRESSION, THAT ALL WILL BE RIGHT. IF I CAN'T SEE HIM, IS HE NOT REALLY THERE, SO I CAN GET ON WITH ENJOYING, THE WARM BREATHE OF AIR. BRILLIANT, WHAT A DAY, HOW GOOD CAN IT GET? ENJOYING THE WORLD, I HAVEN'T SEEN YET. HE'S SLOPED UP BEHIND ME, THAT SNEAKY SILVER BACKED GIT, IM BEING FUCKED FROM THE BACK, AND I DON'T EVEN KNOW IT YET!! ITS ON ME LIKE A RASH, HUMPING AWAY, I ONLY PUT MY RECOVERY DOWN, TO ENJOY ONE SUNNY DAY! NOW BEING SPLIT FROM BEHIND, TORN APART AT THE SEEMS, AND I WONDER WHY, I'AM AFFRAID OF MY DREAMS!! |
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thanks for the response jo, yes i do keep a journal, in poetic form, for college mostly. thats how lazy bastard came about, as i wait till the last minute to do my assignments!!! also write alittle about step ten each night (defects) oh and i do have lots of them but there not so dangerous when im aware of them. Addiction Days is mostly about how its easier on the bad days as i can see the addict in me up front, the good days are when it gets tough as im so busy feeling great and getting on with life, that sometimes it almost feels like i dont have a problem and that is where my problems start, i have journal full of words. the two i have mentioned come from there, the rest i have just typed in as i am thinking. hope your well in sunnny america its freezin here in the UK, hope your good chat soon love john x |
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John, This poem is awesome, you are so talented. I have a hard time believing that you are the same person I met last year. You are incredible and nothing is going to stop you NOW . I hope you have a wonderful time with you Mom, and let me know how the trip goes, ok??? Love and Hugs Karen |
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