Sha

 

I have no idea how I missed this....I am very bad about not straying off of the General Board.

 

You have touched my heart.....it is very easy for me... as a non-user ....or an "earth person" as FC refers us too...to just not "Get it".  Having my son...who I love more than life itself....be hooked on this shit...it makes us "other"  folks.... put up those blinders...ya know the kind they put on horses...I can only see what is happening to me...my life....my child.  I cry many tears reading your thoughts...and feel some what selfish that I sit in my own self pity...doing one of those "whoa is me" thing.  You have such a gift with words....helps understand the "strong pull" that this stupid drug has and how many lifes it can destroy.  I wish I lived close by....just to sit with you...not have to talk.....just hold your hand...and tell you...you are loved. 

 

You are the one person on these boards that I admire the most.....always such words of encouragement....ALWAYS... ALWAYS   the cheerleader in the stands.  Lifting up users and exuser...Moms and Dads...while all the time fighting your own demon.

 

I will pray for you till the day I die....even after Joe gets clean...cause he will.....and you will too...You have forever touched my life with your words....please keep being you...because you are...a very special person.

 

Much love and hugs

From a Mom who's heart you have touched

Jackie