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Greetings fellow psychonauts, flapj here, aka fronobulax56. Hope all the Heretics are doing as well as can be at this time of economic day. Well, like every other endeavor lil Bush has ever under taken he has completely driven the country into the ground and now that his term is over, not quite, he's simply quit working and does not care because he's stolen all he can for his family and himself during the last eight years and figures his work is done and he couldn't give a flying fuck wether or not he has final duties to perform as president. Except of course to pardon all his cronies who ended up convicted felons and to do all he can to further wreck it all up as much as he can before Obama is innaugurated and sworn in to begin his administration. We need to help him as much as we can because man does he have a mess to sort through then clean up thanks to the reprehensible Bush family. Ms. Bush is not a human. She is an alien disguised as a human but I beleive she is the evilest out of the whole bunch, including granpa Prescott, the Nazi supporter, the Hitler backer. A family of Nazis ran our country for the last eight years. I think I'm going to e-mail the prez(Obama) and see what he thinks about the Patriot Acts l & ll and wether or not he can sunset them or at least tone them down alot and take away alot of the powers which were given to the executive branch of government in the heat of 9-11. Remember that the patriot acts weren't read by any of the representatives or congressmen and was rushed through late at night whilst the speaker of the house was ranting about how thereis no time to read the acts and ask questions and who ever didn't vote to pass the acts would be held as aiding and abbetting terrorists. Now they want to bail out all the big guys and squeeze us even more. No help for us. Well maybe after a while of Obama being in there doing his thing(even though I think both parties anwer to the same power elite cabal and are ultimately both serving the same ends for their paymasters)we might get a little break here and there. But the supra wealthy and corporate and power elite care not for us, the little folk off whose backs some of all this bail out will come, like we're all paying for this war for oil occupation/usurpation/theft. Death to all the leaders of this shit hole of a country who would dare call itself the number one super power of the world protecting all from the evils of terrorism and drugs. HA-HA-HA. They all broke their oath to us and the constitution as soon as they could after getting elected- congressmen state representatives, secretaries of state, interior , treasury, etc., etc. I've said it before, China is being groomed by the power elite and world controlling families to be the new"america" for the millenium, so the days of the good ole USA are over. Things are going to continue to get worse, jobs wiil not come back from overseas, manufacturing and such. The education system will continue to be neglected, maybe a band-aid or two for show but this countries role as world super power and protector are over. Four to six percent of the worlds population consuming overthirty seven percent of the worlds energy is a ratio that cannot and will not be tolerated anymore by the ones who are in control. Asymetrical warfare is on evry continent and in every major playing country on the planet right now. The situation is tenuous, convoluted, utterly evil, and at the point of no return. We need help. Divine intervention, or intervention from benevolent beings several orders of magnitude more spiritually and mentally and technologically evolved than we are now. We're still in the dark ages basically, the only difference is ultra lethal gadgetry has been introduced, but we're still just clubbing and killing and cutting and shooting each other without knowing why. Only the ones at the very top know the reasons, one of which is to ensure their continuance of their hold on power and control and the other perhaps is nothing more than something as simple as culling the human population back by a few billion. I repeat, google up"redlists+bluelists+martial law". Signing off in hope(and anger, can you tell?-forgive me) and love directly from my solar plexus, flapfro

Im curious about somthing and i discuss it with my son Jack all the time.

Jack like you gets really involved in all the SHIT that goes on in this country, im quite proud that at 18 yrs old hes much wiser and more compassionate then most but his feelings only work to make him upset and feel like an alien..

What i mean is, his getting upset with the way this country is going isnt doing him a damn bit of good as its not doing you good either.

Its good to be concerned but ive learned a long time ago to center myself in a couple issues that are near and dear to my heart and to drop the rest.

If i allow myself i could get sick about everything that has happened and continues to happen in the world of politics and crookery.

We need to keep our eyes and ears open and not fall prey to there bullshit but there is little we can do in our lifetime to change things.

I know your probally thinking if everyone thinks the way i do then nothing is going to change.. But basically what im talking about is survival.

Keeping postitive thoughts and positve forces in my life is hard enough without trying to save this country...

God save us people, Love Karen

p.s. how is Lee doing????

Good morning LovingMom, flapj here. I am not ashamed to admit it, but you are correct that excessive delving, brooding, and screaming about the horrors unfolding beyond my control do absolutely nothing for my psychological and emotional health. I will try and utilize your advice about choosing an issue or two that I beliebe to be worth getting involved in and start helping/working/volunteering to help toward change however small or within my ability. I know in my heart that this would make me feel better in general, but I have so much anger at how the progress of mankind has unfolded; I realize I cannot do anything to make it stop, but should work on letting go of the anger and do my part to think positively and devote the energy I waste fretting about things I can't control toward activities that help in some way. My own behavioral and spiritual health must be bolstered toward the positive some more but it is difficult to change/control ones self concerning these aspects because ultimately we are only capable of controlling ourselves and actions and thoughts and control of anything else is illusion, and more often than not I am my own worst enemy in this regard. It is also unfortunate that the american society in general does not place much value on these attributes(self control, spiritual health, mental health, etc.). Rather, the "american dream", that anybody can get rich, instant gratification, is just a slogan of the wealthy whom we will never be able to catch up with that is foisted upon the lower classes to keep them in debt and too busy and worried to be able to stop and think and research and inform themselves about the things going on in the world and their own immediate environments and things they are genuinely interested in and would like to pursue wether it is simply information or knowledge, or experience and action. Truth to tell I have been reading my left-wing and conspiracy type websites much less than usual for several months now for the afore mentioned reasons that continiously filling my head with this type of info is not helping my state of mind. Lately I have been researching alot about methadone and methadone clinics, what the general population of addicts thinks of them and the suboxone method and the debate within the medical community of general practitioners(who want to)to learn about addiction to help relieve the load on state and federal MMT clinics by beginning office based opioid treatment in their communities. This is done with great success in other countries, but here in america is in an embryonic stage and you can only be prescribed subutex or suboxone, because methadone is so heavily regulated. I've been going to the MMT clinic about twelve blocks from where I live for about four months now and am ambivalent about many aspects of it. I am of a mind that I should be on a suboxone program because I was never a heavy user, nor did I have a habit for a long time(is three years considered long?). But I think methadone works just fine for now, but the clinics program is complete abstinence of all drugs, legal and illegal, and I am more of a mind of harm reduction and moderation; although I would like to end my relationship with opiates altogether, but continue moderate recreational use of weed and benzodiazepines. My opinion of the clinic I go to is not very high. I do not think the administrators, staff, and dispensing nurses have much authentic concern or sympathy for the patients and it seems that like ninety nine point nine percent of everything else in the world it all boils down to the money. It's all about the money and not about care, cure, or sympathetic/compassionate treatment. Lawdy ha'mercy that was a long winded post. Oh, Lee is doing OK, she just started a part time job helping out at cheese house, "DiBruno Bros." cheese at their warehouse some twenty blocks away. Yea, helping out for the holidays because of the extra orders and what not. We've both been approximately ninety percent clean for the past four months. I go to the clinic daily and she's been taking methadone from off the street. We've cheated a handful of times within the last four months, but considering before that for almost three years it was every day, we are doing much, much better. I am working, although it is slow now and I have been averaging only about twenty five to thirty hours a week, and she just started working after several months of unemployment, we are squeaking by. We are in the proverbial 'hole', but every week we dig out just a little bit further. Hope you enjoyed Thanksgiving, we had a good meal, but forgot to take home some of the left overs(damn it!).Well, that's about it for now Loving Mom. The flapjack Philly report. Hope all is well with you and yours, and the same to all the rest of the Heretics. Much love directly from my solar plexus, flapjack

Im so glad you understood my post with the intentions i had for you..

Im not saying we all need to close our eyes because we are only one person and cant make changes.

What im saying is there is SOOO many things fucked up if we try to think of all of them we will go crazy...

When i hear my son rant and rave and i try to explain to him that he needs to calm down, and try to concentrate on what he can do at the moment he gets pissed at me..

Hes so passionate about how this country should be, HELL, maybe i can talk him into running for president in the future, lol. You can be his running mate, lol...

You sound like your moving forward positively with things, im so glad to hear it...

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