Thanks very much for your comments.

I too am a catholic & used to go to church christmas, easter & the odd sunday.

Since going thru the gift of childbirth I do believe in something but i'm not sure what.

I think maybe i lost faith  because of the life i'd had & i've always had to help myself as i seem to suffer in silence.

I'll leave it here as i don't really know what to say.

Thanks.