Hi Dan,
Hon you don't ever need apologise for how you feel..especially not here. It's what HofH is for..so people..all people can get out their inner most thoughts and feelings.
Ideas & emotions..stuff we may not feel comfortable letting out anywhere else at the moment.
It's a beautiful..hearfelt letter Dan..and I beleive in life (maybe not as we understand it to be here) going on..the soul moving forward on its journey. Love is the strongest most important of our emotions..its energy can cross all barriers..all dimensions if you will. You can 'feel' Meg because she's there..that beautiful strength of character and willingness to help..all the great qualities she displayed to us here who were lucky enough to briefly know her..her core essence..it carries on..death cannot touch that. Ever.
Keep writing..letting it flow..