man,i am realy tring to get off methadone,i have been getting sick but i want off so bad.i think i am gonna have to grin and bear it...it's like i probly killed a bunch of people in a past life and am now paying for it.considering im not a bad guy in this life.

   seriously though,sometimes i'd rather be on heroin.i go back and forth on that one.

 

i wish morphine was legal,cheap and was in infinite supply.

 

o well