Augh, I have not been productive at all today. I brought in the dough to warm up before I try to roll it out (I think it's too thick to turn out but we'll see.)

 

I'm having an emotional, negative day. augh I posted the kijiji post though I don't expect any replies. I was going to call my caseworker first but didn't bother cause I figured it wouldn't make a difference and that would just make me higher up on her 'bad' list. I kind of feel like 'why bother' with the cleaning when it'll just get messed up again. I don't feel like doing any of my food stuff for Sat. cause I'm sure I'll mess that up too.

 

I'm beyond fed up with Andrew. We're going to try having him do his own dishes and see how that goes. It works with laundry, why not try with dishes? I'm also tired of him leaving things around. It's not big things but he doesn't get how one piece of mail left on the dining room table just compounds. I then move it over to the already piled high island so then eventually, I have to sort through all of that cause you can bet Andrew wouldn't do that. I'm getting sick of that. I'm not his maid, he's a grown man that should have the common sense to be able to clean up after himself. I shouldn't have to remind him to do that or that there are other people in the house. (he leaves his shoes on the mat to dry, neve rmind that we have a plastic boot tray where EVERYONE else puts them.) So, this morning, I come down to the shoes being in front of the door, on the mat. I threw them in the garage. He's the last one to leave in the morning so to have all the kids come in and trip over them, yeah, that doesn't work. Aparently I'm the one in the wrong and should tell him that there's an issue. HELLO... use your brain!!! Shoes in front of the door WILL be in the way. I dont' think he's stupid enough to realize I have daycare kids who use the front door but I don't know, I wouldn't put it past him to not realize that.

 

Timmy's napping so I'm going to attempt the kitchen or something... augh augh augh