awww i'm so sorry about your fight and your gift surprise being ruined!  christmas is such a stressful time.  i hope it works out.  you guys have been doing so well. 

 

my house is freezing.  i napped but not comfortable.  i was cold and my elbows did that thing again.  i tried to figure out what's causing it - maybe hyperextending my arms.  when i woke up in pain they were straight but it hurt to bend them too.

 

ahh well.

 

i seem to be releasing a lot of perfectionism.  i'm not all christmasy spirit-y but also not down (just glimpses of being down because of knowing it doesn't last).  but i've been stopping short of going overboard on the house because i don't care, but not in a depressed "i don't care" sort of way.  just in a "i don't need to have perfection what i have is good enough" sort of way.  not sure why.  anyway it's making it easier to get things done without killing myself.

 

going to look at my list.  omg i'm freezing and i know the house didn't change, it had to be my inner temp from napping or something