My list is slow going... timmy woke up when I put him down :( Plus, the baby is really active so that's got me having back and stomach issues.

 

Yes, the daycare person is coming tomorrow at 1:30. But, tomorrow morning D has swimming lessons and I hate leaving big cleaning stuff to the last minute.

 

I starting doing this baking last night. apparently I bake when I'm stressed. lol I'm trying to get a stock of baked goods in the freezer so I can easily pull stuff out for after school snack or for the girls' lunches.

 

I thought you were just getting an ultrasound done on your leg yesterday? Yikes, doesn't sound good. I hope you're able to get some sleep soon. what a pain :(

 

Yeah, Andrew's still being a jerk. He finally responded to an email. He thinks we should talk to a pastor at our church (all along, I've been saying we need to go back to counselling.) But, see, this pastor he suggested is one who ran our small group and who has been known to leave his wife with all the house and kid duties. Uh, yeah, of course Andrew would choose to talk to him cause he knows he'd side with Andrew and not get what I'm going through!!

 

Andrew also emailed to say he forwarded my emails to my parents. I'm so beyond ticked right now. My parents have said that they do NOT want to be involved. Well, they do to an extent but before our separation, they felt they got too involved and want to make sure that doesn't happen again. It comes down to being just mine and Andrew's problem, no one else's. My parents will be beyond ticked that Andrew felt the need to do this. Honestly, I don't know what he's trying to accomplish, if it's to 'tattle' on me or what but I can say that they will likely not have very much sympathy for him as my mom has raised 6 kids mostly on her own as my dad worked a lot and now that my dad works from home, he realizes how much he left on the shoulders of my mom. And he still did a lot of house and yard stuff on week-ends! They know that Andrew does VERY little to help out and feel that he spends way too much time on himself. So yeah, this will not sit very well with them.

 

Andrew says he emailed them so that we could both get some perspective. Um, yeah, the thing is and how it always has been, Andrew will not accept it if my parents' response is somewhat against Andrew. He'll ignore it and try to find someone else who would 'side' with them.

 

Man, why does stuff like this always come up at a time when I need to be working my butt off but get so emotionally and physically drained that I can barely function?!

 

I'm not sure what the heck to do now. I'm not sure where the sled is so I'm likely going to drive. My house is disasterous and Timmy is not helping at all. What I'd really like to do is work at one room at a time but for some reason, that's just stressing me out even more. Plus, I know I'd want to start in the living room but that's where the kids will spend their after school time. I wish there were some rooms I could work on and know that they will not be touched until after my inspection. But, with destructo Timmy, that's not too possible.

 

Ok, enough whining and resting, I have to get moving here. I can hear Timmy colouring with markers and that has me VERY scared. AHHH