Sliverlady, I think I know what your going through. I to sometimes feel as thou I have lost my way and wasted my youth. Grandma Nelson always said that if is a word smack in the middle of life, and if we think to much on if, we don't live life. Take Witchways suggestions. She as helped me along my path. Take some time to yourself to sort things out. As you said you need to get out and enjoy yourself, just do it and have fun. What you are seeking will come to you. But it my not come in the way in which you might think. |